Tag: time
member name: Nick Y.
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August 04, 2007 12:45 AM EDT --
love
what is love?
not sure I’ve ever had it
not sure I can recognize it
not sure I want it
The idea is crazy
to be with someone
to give my self away
to some pretty girl
beholden
because of intimacy . . . more
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June 03, 2008 09:17 AM EDT --
Be Honest. Tell your self the truth.
What is real?
What do you believe?
Separate what you wish were true from what you know to be true.
No wishful thinking.
No seeking comfort in fairy tails. . . . more
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August 22, 2007 10:29 AM EDT --
another morning
couldn't sleep till one
woke up before the sun
slide open the glass
waves on the beach
my ex in my head
phone trouble yesterday
my little girl had a hard day
summer . . . more
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August 04, 2007 01:02 PM EDT --
Laying in my bed this early morning an idea that has been fermenting in my consciousness became more substantial. The idea of “what gives my life meaning”. I understand it more clearly now . . . more
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July 31, 2007 01:33 PM EDT --
Things change
reality alters
feelings falter
stories rewritten
open to change
navigating my way
doing what I can
for the people I love
the truth is alone
the world is in me
there is no other
to depend . . . more
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August 18, 2007 02:17 AM EDT --
My room is my office
it’s a mess
feels like a mess
just got back from a trip yesterday
camped in Buelton two nights
drank wine at the Hitching Post
rode my bike through Ballard Canyon
Foxen . . . more
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April 27, 2008 06:38 AM EDT --
Hmmmmm.....
Getting better? Seems like it's becoming more comfortable to be alone
I don't know
I have positive people in my world
I have people a situations that bring me great . . . more
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June 04, 2008 09:26 AM EDT --
The end of regret
the beginning of honesty
moving forward
no looking back
I was dragging a huge sack of the past behind me
now I look at each moment and feel totally present
I feel alive and . . . more
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August 27, 2007 02:30 AM EDT --
I miss romance.
The excitement of meeting someone new.
The thrill that obliterates all other concerns, anxiety, worries, sadness... I learned from my ex.
The intoxicating drug of an addictive relationship. . . . more
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August 30, 2007 10:27 AM EDT --
I wake up.
The Critic says “Oh, your tired. You stayed up too late watching that movie and chatting on line.”
The Bohemian says “Yes, It’s early! Let’s go for a run on the . . . more
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April 25, 2008 09:13 AM EDT --
shame (feeling that others will judge me or assume there is something wrong with me because I am not in a relationship)
self hate
inadequacy
insecurity
pain
sadness (feeling unwanted)
lack . . . more
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