Tag: therapy
member name: Nick Y.
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August 25, 2007 12:05 PM EDT --
Something has happened
something has changed
I touched a part of my self that I was not aware of
a very sad and injured part
the child in me
it’s all very mysterious
but there is so much work to . . . more
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August 02, 2007 01:21 PM EDT --
I accept that I am living a dream. I accept that I am blessed. A dream where I can make any world I wish. Simplicity is the rule of my life. I want for nothing.
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True there are challenges . . . more
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August 23, 2007 07:25 PM EDT --
Nick (adult me)
Nicky (child me)
Nick: Hi.
Nicky: Hi.
Nick: How do you feel?
Nicky: Sad.
Nick: Why do you feel sad?
Nicky: My Mom and Dad need me, but I cant help them any more.
Nick: Why do they . . . more
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August 28, 2007 08:56 PM EDT --
Hi-
I hope everyone is doing well.
Time for another peek at the man behind the curtain. It’s hot today but I am cool. I had become used to the emotional upheaval of my life and my consciousness. . . . more
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August 22, 2007 10:29 AM EDT --
another morning
couldn't sleep till one
woke up before the sun
slide open the glass
waves on the beach
my ex in my head
phone trouble yesterday
my little girl had a hard day
summer . . . more
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July 31, 2007 01:33 PM EDT --
Things change
reality alters
feelings falter
stories rewritten
open to change
navigating my way
doing what I can
for the people I love
the truth is alone
the world is in me
there is no other
to depend . . . more
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August 18, 2007 02:17 AM EDT --
My room is my office
it’s a mess
feels like a mess
just got back from a trip yesterday
camped in Buelton two nights
drank wine at the Hitching Post
rode my bike through Ballard Canyon
Foxen . . . more
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September 01, 2007 09:15 AM EDT --
reacting
stop reacting
sit in my true self
the sun is rising
gulls are calling
dawn light ripples on the bay
someone’s poking
someone's prodding
but I am listening to the waves . . . more
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April 27, 2008 06:38 AM EDT --
Hmmmmm.....
Getting better? Seems like it's becoming more comfortable to be alone
I don't know
I have positive people in my world
I have people a situations that bring me great . . . more
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August 27, 2007 02:30 AM EDT --
I miss romance.
The excitement of meeting someone new.
The thrill that obliterates all other concerns, anxiety, worries, sadness... I learned from my ex.
The intoxicating drug of an addictive relationship. . . . more
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August 30, 2007 10:27 AM EDT --
I wake up.
The Critic says “Oh, your tired. You stayed up too late watching that movie and chatting on line.”
The Bohemian says “Yes, It’s early! Let’s go for a run on the . . . more
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March 29, 2008 11:57 AM EST --
I hugged my ex
My heart is a mystery to me
how can this be?
I have spent two years hating her with every cell in my brain
but now
like a flipping a switch
the hate is gone
all the shit . . . more
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July 31, 2007 07:42 PM EDT --
I feel a need to do some unburdening. Thank you for listening. This is my story for now. The story that I tell my self to explain my life and all the changes I have been through. It’s also a version . . . more
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April 25, 2008 09:13 AM EDT --
shame (feeling that others will judge me or assume there is something wrong with me because I am not in a relationship)
self hate
inadequacy
insecurity
pain
sadness (feeling unwanted)
lack . . . more
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