Tag: relationships
member name: Nick Y.
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June 05, 2008 02:01 AM EDT --
Life is a poem
sometimes a dark poem
sometimes a stupid and wasteful poem
sometimes it is a very beautiful poem
the greatest poetry in the world is love
love is what we are all seeking
it is . . . more
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April 07, 2008 08:44 AM EDT --
I just got back from Alex's 18th birthday party at Becky's (my) house.
Doug was there. I am hurting from the experience.
I got to hang out with Bradley. That was great. But I was . . . more
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March 23, 2008 08:42 PM EST --
I am stressed.
Beautiful girls make it better.
Beautiful strong girls and women who fall for me make it feel better.
Until they don't.
But I have something.
I still have chips in . . . more
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March 26, 2008 09:37 AM EST --
It's not easy to see
the people all around me
that are shy and quiet
they don't get much attention
they are like me
we are hiding in the places people meet
everyone is insecure . . . more
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March 28, 2008 08:36 AM EST --
I miss Jen
I want her in my bed
such a perfect flower
this one's a little different than the others
I can't penetrate her walls so easily
and I am trying not to do that
just let things . . . more
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March 30, 2008 09:28 AM EST --
Something is about to happen
the sand is shifting
my life has been moving in a direction for some time
now I feel the wind has shifted
my fortunes are going to change
because . . . more
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April 27, 2008 06:38 AM EDT --
Hmmmmm.....
Getting better? Seems like it's becoming more comfortable to be alone
I don't know
I have positive people in my world
I have people a situations that bring me great . . . more
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June 04, 2008 09:26 AM EDT --
The end of regret
the beginning of honesty
moving forward
no looking back
I was dragging a huge sack of the past behind me
now I look at each moment and feel totally present
I feel alive and . . . more
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March 29, 2008 11:57 AM EST --
I hugged my ex
My heart is a mystery to me
how can this be?
I have spent two years hating her with every cell in my brain
but now
like a flipping a switch
the hate is gone
all the shit . . . more
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April 03, 2008 08:39 AM EST --
her life is in balance
she works with something creative and artistic
she may be a painter or a sculptor
she lives near the ocean
she swims regularly for exercise
her style . . . more
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April 25, 2008 09:13 AM EDT --
shame (feeling that others will judge me or assume there is something wrong with me because I am not in a relationship)
self hate
inadequacy
insecurity
pain
sadness (feeling unwanted)
lack . . . more
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