Tag: purpose
member name: Nick Y.
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June 05, 2008 02:01 AM EDT --
Life is a poem
sometimes a dark poem
sometimes a stupid and wasteful poem
sometimes it is a very beautiful poem
the greatest poetry in the world is love
love is what we are all seeking
it is . . . more
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August 11, 2007 11:09 AM EDT --
Alone
oh, the decadent luxury of alone
my daughter’s with my ex for the weekend and I am
alone
went on a date last night
didn’t feel any spark
left her at 10
went down to the Shore
got a beer . . . more
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June 03, 2008 09:17 AM EDT --
Be Honest. Tell your self the truth.
What is real?
What do you believe?
Separate what you wish were true from what you know to be true.
No wishful thinking.
No seeking comfort in fairy tails. . . . more
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August 23, 2007 07:25 PM EDT --
Nick (adult me)
Nicky (child me)
Nick: Hi.
Nicky: Hi.
Nick: How do you feel?
Nicky: Sad.
Nick: Why do you feel sad?
Nicky: My Mom and Dad need me, but I cant help them any more.
Nick: Why do they . . . more
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August 28, 2007 08:56 PM EDT --
Hi-
I hope everyone is doing well.
Time for another peek at the man behind the curtain. It’s hot today but I am cool. I had become used to the emotional upheaval of my life and my consciousness. . . . more
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August 22, 2007 10:29 AM EDT --
another morning
couldn't sleep till one
woke up before the sun
slide open the glass
waves on the beach
my ex in my head
phone trouble yesterday
my little girl had a hard day
summer . . . more
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August 04, 2007 01:02 PM EDT --
Laying in my bed this early morning an idea that has been fermenting in my consciousness became more substantial. The idea of “what gives my life meaning”. I understand it more clearly now . . . more
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July 31, 2007 01:33 PM EDT --
Things change
reality alters
feelings falter
stories rewritten
open to change
navigating my way
doing what I can
for the people I love
the truth is alone
the world is in me
there is no other
to depend . . . more
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August 18, 2007 02:17 AM EDT --
My room is my office
it’s a mess
feels like a mess
just got back from a trip yesterday
camped in Buelton two nights
drank wine at the Hitching Post
rode my bike through Ballard Canyon
Foxen . . . more
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September 01, 2007 09:15 AM EDT --
reacting
stop reacting
sit in my true self
the sun is rising
gulls are calling
dawn light ripples on the bay
someone’s poking
someone's prodding
but I am listening to the waves . . . more
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April 27, 2008 06:38 AM EDT --
Hmmmmm.....
Getting better? Seems like it's becoming more comfortable to be alone
I don't know
I have positive people in my world
I have people a situations that bring me great . . . more
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June 04, 2008 09:26 AM EDT --
The end of regret
the beginning of honesty
moving forward
no looking back
I was dragging a huge sack of the past behind me
now I look at each moment and feel totally present
I feel alive and . . . more
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August 27, 2007 02:30 AM EDT --
I miss romance.
The excitement of meeting someone new.
The thrill that obliterates all other concerns, anxiety, worries, sadness... I learned from my ex.
The intoxicating drug of an addictive relationship. . . . more
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August 30, 2007 10:27 AM EDT --
I wake up.
The Critic says “Oh, your tired. You stayed up too late watching that movie and chatting on line.”
The Bohemian says “Yes, It’s early! Let’s go for a run on the . . . more
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March 29, 2008 11:57 AM EST --
I hugged my ex
My heart is a mystery to me
how can this be?
I have spent two years hating her with every cell in my brain
but now
like a flipping a switch
the hate is gone
all the shit . . . more
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April 25, 2008 09:13 AM EDT --
shame (feeling that others will judge me or assume there is something wrong with me because I am not in a relationship)
self hate
inadequacy
insecurity
pain
sadness (feeling unwanted)
lack . . . more
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April 02, 2008 08:09 AM EST --
my life is in balance
my music program is successful and growing with four teachers teaching full schedules
I teach ten classes a week
I am performing in clubs three nights a month
I am creative . . . more
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