Tag: love
member name: Nick Y.
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June 05, 2008 02:01 AM EDT --
Life is a poem
sometimes a dark poem
sometimes a stupid and wasteful poem
sometimes it is a very beautiful poem
the greatest poetry in the world is love
love is what we are all seeking
it is . . . more
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August 04, 2007 12:45 AM EDT --
love
what is love?
not sure I’ve ever had it
not sure I can recognize it
not sure I want it
The idea is crazy
to be with someone
to give my self away
to some pretty girl
beholden
because of intimacy . . . more
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June 14, 2008 01:58 AM EDT --
How do I think of women?
are they people or objects
I feel drawn to them but when I get close I feel disappointed, even repulsed
I think of women primarily in terms of sex
there is some kind of . . . more
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August 25, 2007 12:05 PM EDT --
Something has happened
something has changed
I touched a part of my self that I was not aware of
a very sad and injured part
the child in me
it’s all very mysterious
but there is so much work to . . . more
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April 07, 2008 08:44 AM EDT --
I just got back from Alex's 18th birthday party at Becky's (my) house.
Doug was there. I am hurting from the experience.
I got to hang out with Bradley. That was great. But I was . . . more
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August 23, 2007 07:25 PM EDT --
Nick (adult me)
Nicky (child me)
Nick: Hi.
Nicky: Hi.
Nick: How do you feel?
Nicky: Sad.
Nick: Why do you feel sad?
Nicky: My Mom and Dad need me, but I cant help them any more.
Nick: Why do they . . . more
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August 28, 2007 08:56 PM EDT --
Hi-
I hope everyone is doing well.
Time for another peek at the man behind the curtain. It’s hot today but I am cool. I had become used to the emotional upheaval of my life and my consciousness. . . . more
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March 06, 2008 10:17 AM EST --
The truth is I wanted out. A five month relationship ended last night. I am broken up and depressed. I am very sad. But the truth is I wanted to end the relationship. The truth is I ended it by becoming . . . more
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September 06, 2007 11:59 AM EDT --
living out on the edge of town
where the wind blows from the sea
I see the ships all passing by
I know the wind will set them free
but oh, I’ve been alone so long
Oh, I’ve been sitting here . . . more
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March 26, 2008 09:37 AM EST --
It's not easy to see
the people all around me
that are shy and quiet
they don't get much attention
they are like me
we are hiding in the places people meet
everyone is insecure . . . more
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July 31, 2007 01:33 PM EDT --
Things change
reality alters
feelings falter
stories rewritten
open to change
navigating my way
doing what I can
for the people I love
the truth is alone
the world is in me
there is no other
to depend . . . more
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August 18, 2007 02:17 AM EDT --
My room is my office
it’s a mess
feels like a mess
just got back from a trip yesterday
camped in Buelton two nights
drank wine at the Hitching Post
rode my bike through Ballard Canyon
Foxen . . . more
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September 01, 2007 09:15 AM EDT --
reacting
stop reacting
sit in my true self
the sun is rising
gulls are calling
dawn light ripples on the bay
someone’s poking
someone's prodding
but I am listening to the waves . . . more
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March 28, 2008 08:36 AM EST --
I miss Jen
I want her in my bed
such a perfect flower
this one's a little different than the others
I can't penetrate her walls so easily
and I am trying not to do that
just let things . . . more
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March 30, 2008 09:28 AM EST --
Something is about to happen
the sand is shifting
my life has been moving in a direction for some time
now I feel the wind has shifted
my fortunes are going to change
because . . . more
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April 27, 2008 06:38 AM EDT --
Hmmmmm.....
Getting better? Seems like it's becoming more comfortable to be alone
I don't know
I have positive people in my world
I have people a situations that bring me great . . . more
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June 04, 2008 09:26 AM EDT --
The end of regret
the beginning of honesty
moving forward
no looking back
I was dragging a huge sack of the past behind me
now I look at each moment and feel totally present
I feel alive and . . . more
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August 27, 2007 02:30 AM EDT --
I miss romance.
The excitement of meeting someone new.
The thrill that obliterates all other concerns, anxiety, worries, sadness... I learned from my ex.
The intoxicating drug of an addictive relationship. . . . more
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March 14, 2008 01:17 AM EST --
I think I'm so smart
then I get proven wrong
this young girl has captured my attention
I thought I was the older, jaded, wolf
turns out a day without a call from her . . . more
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August 30, 2007 10:27 AM EDT --
I wake up.
The Critic says “Oh, your tired. You stayed up too late watching that movie and chatting on line.”
The Bohemian says “Yes, It’s early! Let’s go for a run on the . . . more
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