Tag: divorce
member name: Nick Y.
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August 11, 2007 12:24 PM EDT --
Throwing stones
into my pool
I want you to stop
don’t call me on Sat morning and pick a fight with me
I work hard to keep my pool free from ripples
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you have your life now and I . . . more
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April 07, 2008 08:44 AM EDT --
I just got back from Alex's 18th birthday party at Becky's (my) house.
Doug was there. I am hurting from the experience.
I got to hang out with Bradley. That was great. But I was . . . more
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August 23, 2007 07:25 PM EDT --
Nick (adult me)
Nicky (child me)
Nick: Hi.
Nicky: Hi.
Nick: How do you feel?
Nicky: Sad.
Nick: Why do you feel sad?
Nicky: My Mom and Dad need me, but I cant help them any more.
Nick: Why do they . . . more
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August 31, 2007 09:22 AM EDT --
how do I define my self?
I am a father
I am a musician
I love my family
I love my daughters
I love my son
I have my values
I know who I am
I like who I am
I am true to my self
I don’t . . . more
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August 22, 2007 10:29 AM EDT --
another morning
couldn't sleep till one
woke up before the sun
slide open the glass
waves on the beach
my ex in my head
phone trouble yesterday
my little girl had a hard day
summer . . . more
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August 18, 2007 02:17 AM EDT --
My room is my office
it’s a mess
feels like a mess
just got back from a trip yesterday
camped in Buelton two nights
drank wine at the Hitching Post
rode my bike through Ballard Canyon
Foxen . . . more
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March 28, 2008 08:36 AM EST --
I miss Jen
I want her in my bed
such a perfect flower
this one's a little different than the others
I can't penetrate her walls so easily
and I am trying not to do that
just let things . . . more
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March 30, 2008 09:28 AM EST --
Something is about to happen
the sand is shifting
my life has been moving in a direction for some time
now I feel the wind has shifted
my fortunes are going to change
because . . . more
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April 27, 2008 06:38 AM EDT --
Hmmmmm.....
Getting better? Seems like it's becoming more comfortable to be alone
I don't know
I have positive people in my world
I have people a situations that bring me great . . . more
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August 27, 2007 02:30 AM EDT --
I miss romance.
The excitement of meeting someone new.
The thrill that obliterates all other concerns, anxiety, worries, sadness... I learned from my ex.
The intoxicating drug of an addictive relationship. . . . more
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March 14, 2008 01:17 AM EST --
I think I'm so smart
then I get proven wrong
this young girl has captured my attention
I thought I was the older, jaded, wolf
turns out a day without a call from her . . . more
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March 29, 2008 11:57 AM EST --
I hugged my ex
My heart is a mystery to me
how can this be?
I have spent two years hating her with every cell in my brain
but now
like a flipping a switch
the hate is gone
all the shit . . . more
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April 25, 2008 09:13 AM EDT --
shame (feeling that others will judge me or assume there is something wrong with me because I am not in a relationship)
self hate
inadequacy
insecurity
pain
sadness (feeling unwanted)
lack . . . more
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