Tag: dating
member name: Nick Y.
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August 11, 2007 11:09 AM EDT --
Alone
oh, the decadent luxury of alone
my daughter’s with my ex for the weekend and I am
alone
went on a date last night
didn’t feel any spark
left her at 10
went down to the Shore
got a beer . . . more
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March 26, 2008 09:37 AM EST --
It's not easy to see
the people all around me
that are shy and quiet
they don't get much attention
they are like me
we are hiding in the places people meet
everyone is insecure . . . more
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August 18, 2007 02:17 AM EDT --
My room is my office
it’s a mess
feels like a mess
just got back from a trip yesterday
camped in Buelton two nights
drank wine at the Hitching Post
rode my bike through Ballard Canyon
Foxen . . . more
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March 28, 2008 08:36 AM EST --
I miss Jen
I want her in my bed
such a perfect flower
this one's a little different than the others
I can't penetrate her walls so easily
and I am trying not to do that
just let things . . . more
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March 30, 2008 09:28 AM EST --
Something is about to happen
the sand is shifting
my life has been moving in a direction for some time
now I feel the wind has shifted
my fortunes are going to change
because . . . more
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August 27, 2007 02:30 AM EDT --
I miss romance.
The excitement of meeting someone new.
The thrill that obliterates all other concerns, anxiety, worries, sadness... I learned from my ex.
The intoxicating drug of an addictive relationship. . . . more
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March 14, 2008 01:17 AM EST --
I think I'm so smart
then I get proven wrong
this young girl has captured my attention
I thought I was the older, jaded, wolf
turns out a day without a call from her . . . more
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March 29, 2008 11:57 AM EST --
I hugged my ex
My heart is a mystery to me
how can this be?
I have spent two years hating her with every cell in my brain
but now
like a flipping a switch
the hate is gone
all the shit . . . more
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April 03, 2008 08:39 AM EST --
her life is in balance
she works with something creative and artistic
she may be a painter or a sculptor
she lives near the ocean
she swims regularly for exercise
her style . . . more
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July 31, 2007 07:42 PM EDT --
I feel a need to do some unburdening. Thank you for listening. This is my story for now. The story that I tell my self to explain my life and all the changes I have been through. It’s also a version . . . more
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April 25, 2008 09:13 AM EDT --
shame (feeling that others will judge me or assume there is something wrong with me because I am not in a relationship)
self hate
inadequacy
insecurity
pain
sadness (feeling unwanted)
lack . . . more
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