Tag: consciousness
member name: Nick Y.
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July 29, 2007 10:12 AM EDT --
I woke up in the darkness with thoughts in my head that prevented sleep. I have been figuring out so many things. Growing and learning. Gaining new insights into my self and the people in my world. I am . . . more
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June 03, 2008 09:17 AM EDT --
Be Honest. Tell your self the truth.
What is real?
What do you believe?
Separate what you wish were true from what you know to be true.
No wishful thinking.
No seeking comfort in fairy tails. . . . more
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August 02, 2007 01:21 PM EDT --
I accept that I am living a dream. I accept that I am blessed. A dream where I can make any world I wish. Simplicity is the rule of my life. I want for nothing.
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True there are challenges . . . more
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August 31, 2007 09:22 AM EDT --
how do I define my self?
I am a father
I am a musician
I love my family
I love my daughters
I love my son
I have my values
I know who I am
I like who I am
I am true to my self
I don’t . . . more
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September 02, 2007 10:24 AM EDT --
seeking something
to justify me
just a nod
eyes in the dark
I live under
a microscope
who is watching
my every move
it’s only me
it’s only me
she’s moved on
haven't . . . more
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August 28, 2007 08:56 PM EDT --
Hi-
I hope everyone is doing well.
Time for another peek at the man behind the curtain. It’s hot today but I am cool. I had become used to the emotional upheaval of my life and my consciousness. . . . more
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September 06, 2007 11:59 AM EDT --
living out on the edge of town
where the wind blows from the sea
I see the ships all passing by
I know the wind will set them free
but oh, I’ve been alone so long
Oh, I’ve been sitting here . . . more
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August 04, 2007 01:02 PM EDT --
Laying in my bed this early morning an idea that has been fermenting in my consciousness became more substantial. The idea of “what gives my life meaning”. I understand it more clearly now . . . more
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September 01, 2007 09:15 AM EDT --
reacting
stop reacting
sit in my true self
the sun is rising
gulls are calling
dawn light ripples on the bay
someone’s poking
someone's prodding
but I am listening to the waves . . . more
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March 28, 2008 08:36 AM EST --
I miss Jen
I want her in my bed
such a perfect flower
this one's a little different than the others
I can't penetrate her walls so easily
and I am trying not to do that
just let things . . . more
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March 30, 2008 09:28 AM EST --
Something is about to happen
the sand is shifting
my life has been moving in a direction for some time
now I feel the wind has shifted
my fortunes are going to change
because . . . more
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June 04, 2008 09:26 AM EDT --
The end of regret
the beginning of honesty
moving forward
no looking back
I was dragging a huge sack of the past behind me
now I look at each moment and feel totally present
I feel alive and . . . more
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August 27, 2007 02:30 AM EDT --
I miss romance.
The excitement of meeting someone new.
The thrill that obliterates all other concerns, anxiety, worries, sadness... I learned from my ex.
The intoxicating drug of an addictive relationship. . . . more
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August 30, 2007 10:27 AM EDT --
I wake up.
The Critic says “Oh, your tired. You stayed up too late watching that movie and chatting on line.”
The Bohemian says “Yes, It’s early! Let’s go for a run on the . . . more
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March 29, 2008 11:57 AM EST --
I hugged my ex
My heart is a mystery to me
how can this be?
I have spent two years hating her with every cell in my brain
but now
like a flipping a switch
the hate is gone
all the shit . . . more
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April 02, 2008 08:09 AM EST --
my life is in balance
my music program is successful and growing with four teachers teaching full schedules
I teach ten classes a week
I am performing in clubs three nights a month
I am creative . . . more
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