Tag: child
member name: Nick Y.
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August 25, 2007 12:05 PM EDT --
Something has happened
something has changed
I touched a part of my self that I was not aware of
a very sad and injured part
the child in me
it’s all very mysterious
but there is so much work to . . . more
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April 07, 2008 08:44 AM EDT --
I just got back from Alex's 18th birthday party at Becky's (my) house.
Doug was there. I am hurting from the experience.
I got to hang out with Bradley. That was great. But I was . . . more
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August 23, 2007 07:25 PM EDT --
Nick (adult me)
Nicky (child me)
Nick: Hi.
Nicky: Hi.
Nick: How do you feel?
Nicky: Sad.
Nick: Why do you feel sad?
Nicky: My Mom and Dad need me, but I cant help them any more.
Nick: Why do they . . . more
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August 31, 2007 09:22 AM EDT --
how do I define my self?
I am a father
I am a musician
I love my family
I love my daughters
I love my son
I have my values
I know who I am
I like who I am
I am true to my self
I don’t . . . more
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September 01, 2007 09:15 AM EDT --
reacting
stop reacting
sit in my true self
the sun is rising
gulls are calling
dawn light ripples on the bay
someone’s poking
someone's prodding
but I am listening to the waves . . . more
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March 28, 2008 08:36 AM EST --
I miss Jen
I want her in my bed
such a perfect flower
this one's a little different than the others
I can't penetrate her walls so easily
and I am trying not to do that
just let things . . . more
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March 14, 2008 01:17 AM EST --
I think I'm so smart
then I get proven wrong
this young girl has captured my attention
I thought I was the older, jaded, wolf
turns out a day without a call from her . . . more
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August 30, 2007 10:27 AM EDT --
I wake up.
The Critic says “Oh, your tired. You stayed up too late watching that movie and chatting on line.”
The Bohemian says “Yes, It’s early! Let’s go for a run on the . . . more
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March 29, 2008 11:57 AM EST --
I hugged my ex
My heart is a mystery to me
how can this be?
I have spent two years hating her with every cell in my brain
but now
like a flipping a switch
the hate is gone
all the shit . . . more
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April 02, 2008 08:09 AM EST --
my life is in balance
my music program is successful and growing with four teachers teaching full schedules
I teach ten classes a week
I am performing in clubs three nights a month
I am creative . . . more
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